A Day in the Life

  • Oh hey, so I found paradise today. It's called Metrotown. It has a Forever XXI. Bye bye, bank account, it was nice knowing you. I think I could live on clothes, who needs food anyway?
  • I'm pretty anxious about the Olympics. It's not a big deal, just that the city I've been living in for 21 days is about to be populated with a whole other heaping gob of people from nearly every known nation. Fantastic. (But I guess I'm kind of excited for Shaun White. If you hate Athlete's Village, come stay at my place. I have a bed for you, free of charge.)
  • I realized for certain that I'm fairly high maintenance. I don't know what it's supposed to mean when I spend a stupendous amount of money then get home and find that I've only bought 3 articles of clothing, an ounce of perfume and lipstick.
  • If you think Edward Cullen is the hottest person on Twilight, you are fucked. Alice is where the sex is. Yep.
  • I'm seriously contemplating on getting this tattooed:


I Thought I Saw Your Face Today

 I woke up today to "Last Mistake" - Hey Ocean! playing in my head. I listened to it on the way to school. I was there at 9am. My first lesson. And the song that was stuck in my head, was yours. I haven't even thought about you for weeks. Yet I couldn't knock it out. Like you were sitting next to me, singing into my ear. You know, some days, I really hate you.

But maybe I don't.
I'm only suffocated by bitterness.
I wonder if you wear the belt;
if you kept the ring.

Because, just so you know, I (honestly) miss you sometimes.

And I guess I wonder if you miss me too.


I Want to Live in Paris.

" I don't understand how a woman can leave the
house without fixing herself up a little - if only
out of politeness. And then, you never know,
maybe that's the day she has a date with destiny.
And it's best to be as pretty as possible for
destiny. "

              YCoco Chanel

No is All I Know.

A boy asked me for coffee today. I said no. Like always. I always say no.
Without hesitation. And for the first time, I almost felt bad. Why am I
such an asshole? He's not even my friend, I only met him today. He
probably couldn't care less. But this isn't about the boy. It never is.

Hm, maybe it's not so bad. I don't know why I do it for certain; this
pre-determined rejection to all suggestive advances. But I'll just say
I do it because I have a plan. I'm going to Ireland one day. And I'll stay
there until I find the boy. Yes. That works.
Until then, I can say no to whoever I want.

I have a plan.

I can now go back to living guilt-free. =)


My Life is Ending.

To Do or Not To Do
  • Get a haircut
  • New shoes
  • New jeans
  • Join a gym
  • Get a job
  • Change to BCID
  • Get a library card
  • Get a fishie
  • Go to M.A.C.
  • Get a bus pass for February
  • Donate blood


Hands Inside Hands.

Look to the Sky
Look to the Sea
Look to the Sun
Look to the Trees

Look to the Moon
Look to the Stars
Look to the Clouds

Look to your heart
These are the things that make life alright.
These are the reasons that things will be fine.