Anything to shut you up,
Your voice will slowly drive me nuts,
I will burn my eyes and ears,
I hate you that damn much.
` Yes, I'm aware this is angry and incoherent.
I just don't understand myself today.
I'm sad for no reason.
And I kind of hate everything.
` You make me feel like such an asshole.
I don't mean to be rude, I just don't know how to deal with this
and it's all I can do to keep from feeling bad later.
I'm trying to get the worst part over now, but you're dragging it out.
There is no transparency, please get over it
and leave me alone. Because I'm hurting and I shouldn't have to.